I'm Back Bitches

LOL, ok so not really. So I said it before and am going to say it again, the addition of Carbo to my chemo regimen has fucked me six ways from Sunday. I'm extremely fatigued, nauseous, just generally feeling really MEH! My brows have thinned out and I have lost some lashes....which let me tell you has been a real hit to my self esteem. I've noticed a couple of stray hairs on my hairline as well, but in the grand hair show, isn't too much of a big deal. It isn't a big deal boob chica, keep saying it so you can believe it!

So let's recap.

Feeling: like shit, fatigue hit me hard today, but otherwise ok
Ready for Xmas: no, and I don't give a damn!
Nausea meds: are about to be thrown out, they don't work
Cough: comes and goes, normally at night
Javier: is awesome

So the bestie came into town this weekend to see the madness! It was good to see Celinas and my nephew! She brought fuzzy socks, as well as some other essentials, not to mention hooked my face up with some moisturizer to keep the cracks away. PRAISE THE LAWD! I also saw Kym and Mari from work, they brought me a mini Christmas tree and some cards from work that my coworkers had signed. Super nice, appreciate it! I'm hoping to feel good enough this weekend to have some people over for some food as a mini Merry Christmas/Happy New Year since I fully expect that I'll be high as a kite this New Year!

Yes.........I said it.....I need to keep it real

There comes a time when you are in the seventh circle of hell (physically and emotionally) where you have to explore all your options. There comes a time when life experience makes you see things in a certain light. I've always been the type of person that has said that when it comes to certain things you really can't say what you would do unless you were in that situation. Medical marijuana, now a huge advocate, end of story.

Promise to blog more often!