Fast Forward

ME, now, with no lashes! LOL Still look FAT! 

Ugh. Not like a bad ugh, just a things aren't happening as fast as I need them to ugh. My body is taking a LONG TIME to heal, and I mean like LONG. I'm not talking about my incision, that is coming along nicely I'm talking my body as a whole. The fatigue is KILLING ME!!! It's better but it's still MEH! I also still can't lift my arms all the way back which is annoying. My range of motion is more advanced than where I should be (according to my onc), but STILL.

I also got bitch slapped this morning with the news that my foob surgery isn't until June 27th. Apparently I have to wait 3 months after my double mastectomy. Um no, I want them now. I don't want to wait a month and a half to get knocked on my ass...AGAIN! Positive I will not be sore from my boobs for Lizzy's wedding, negative, I will not have my boobs for Lizzy's wedding. Either way, it sucks!

Nipple reconstruction will most likely be in August.

SOOOOOOOOOO let's talk SILICON GEL PEOPLE!! My implant will be 800cc's, dome shaped and they are HUGE! Even the hubs was like DAAAYYYYYYUUUUUUMMMMMM all for me? Yes they are boo! Hopefully the next month and a half fly by.

Another positive (that I failed to mention because I'm meh today) is that I will have more time to tone my body and lose weight. I'm about 14 pounds from where I want to be (which is crazy good) so I need to start doing a little more. I probably will start 5K training now. Even though I wanted to start this last month with my double I wasn't allowed to do ANYTHING! Now I can do a little more and hopefully can push through the pain. T25 here I come! I can do anything for 25 minutes right? Javi this is going to be our next challenge after juicing. LEEGGGGOOOO!

Highlight of my week.

I was able to do a mini load of laundry and clean the bathroom. So what if it took me like 5 hours, that's normal....right?

Diet chemo.....puke puke pukerella

Onc said I lost weight and that I am just slightly overweight now....UGH

Fake boob feel up

Thank God for grapefruit in season, it's delish!

Best advice I have for those trying to lose the chemo weight/get healthy after chemo is to BE PATIENT. It will come off, fast then slow, but stick with it. Juicing has helped but eating right and exercising will help me lose more and maintain.

#girlbye